one month down….
All I want is to have someone that will love me whole heartedly, will come over and watch movies all day with me, take me out to eat and not be ashamed to hold my hand, bring me 7up when my tummy hurts! Spend endless hours with me and when were not together is constantly texting me jus talking about anything and everything under the sun….I wanted this to be us, I still want that relationship with you like we used to have. I miss you. I miss us. I want this but there’s so much damage and doubt. I wish I knew what to do and what my future held…
Sometimes I see or hear or smell something that reminds me of you & it brings back so many memories, some good some bad. I miss you alot but I don’t want you at all. I don’t want you to text, call or attempt to see or talk to me ever again. Its not fair what you’ve said and done to me and I’m done letting you do these things…..yeah I miss you but I don’t want you at all. The only thing I want you to do is when you think of me, I hope you feel regret and guilt for everything you’ve put me through…..I miss you but I never want you back. Ever.